They crawl under me,
Like lining themselves under every layer of my skin
And I wait for it to hit me
But it doesn’t
I watch it crawl over me
As I lay breathless on that bed
And soon I wonder,
Ill lose anyway
They know my secrets,
They penetrate my veins
They sew my bruises within me
Helplessly hoping,
Resuscitating..
Breath slowly sinking,
Heart lightly pumping
I know what is coming
I know what it’ll do to me
I know what it has done
I know when they crawl beneath me
When night and day is one.